Oreyt?

Aiden Turner
Plan B
Robert Downey Junior

Chicken Curry.

1 can of chopped tomatoes
3 tomatoes (quartered)
3 chicken fillets
1 small onion
0.5 tsp chilli-powder
1.5 cumin
tomato chutney
tomato purée
salt
garlic paste
2 tsb olive oil

….Fry the spices in the oil then add the chicken and onion. Once the chicken is fully cooked and coated in the spices, add the can of tomato, purées and chutney. Add salt to taste.
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I sent him an e-mail yesterday,i did it because i was reading through all the old ones i have from him in my inbox and I know i shouldn’t have because if we get become close like we were before im going to find it too hard when he has girlfriends ect, or even if he doesn’t reply i am going to be checking my inbox every day. I just sent him a nice friendly message.

Things have settled, and the kids are doing brilliantly with my grandad, my relationship with him may be a bit rocky at the mo, but everything takes time. Yes.

College is a dire bore! All we seem to do is play, but as long as im getting that pretty thirty pounds, things are good. 

Recently got a few blood tests, ( I’ve been so drained since Christmas.) The results come back on Wednesday, the injection has left a really terrible bruise up my arm, and I was so nervous when I had the blood taken that I held the nurses hand!!

ive eaten my body weight in wine gums, don’t really like them. My tongue is sore and i am exhausted, want to cry all of the time. the little one is so full of energy, there is so much to be done, haven’t sat down with Helen for about three days, haven’t done anything normal for about two weeks, haven’t felt normal for about two months, we all knew this was going to happen, but i never thought it would. they’re making it so difficult. i have no one to talk to, where the fuck are my friends. Considering getting on a train tomorrow, been given the day off babysitting duties. Might get off at Blackpool or Colne, depends on which side I get on, then I might come back. Or I might get on the next train after that, don’t know where its going. Wouldn’t be very clever to try and run away. I haven’t got any money. 

Passed away on Saturday, terrible day, it’s been hell throughout this ordeal, feeling very lonely, and haven’t had time to mourn. I will miss her every day, the boys remind me of her so much. Mum and gran are just amazing, coping so well, it really does feel like it is us against the world and its heartbreaking, they are the two most kind hearted women I know. Life is shit sometimes, I’m seventeen, been to far too many funerals. Christmas wont do.

I get to see the fantastic ortoPilot at Grants next week.

Oh isn’t it lovely looking older than you are.